Successfully Pushed

at times, i find myself wondering how you’re doing and if i’m allowed to be wondering how you’re doing and if i can reach out, maybe call and ask? but you chased me away about 5 times and after a while, y’know, i start to realize that i’ve been successfully pushed because the other day …

Tarnished Silence, No Longer Gold

I believe I’ve become too reliant on the company of others. It’s gotten to where I cannot find a moment of peace because my past self has already scheduled time for every day of the week with various people, with whom I don’t want to lose touch. If I’m not texting someone, I’m distracting myself …

That’s Called Living

what an emotional roller coaster today has been awake with a feeling of instant drunkenness and oddly bouncing off the walls, soaking in every extra degree that spring has been so kind as to bequeath to us hair disheveled eyes bright (from happiness or leftover morning tears?) coffee #1.5 but high on the charge r …